Tea and Sweatpants...

so when i planned on adopting i planned on going on maternity leave with work...so i did. I did not however really plan on maternity leave from being a pastors wife. it is amazing how quickly life shifted forever. this really isn't a surprise but i guess i thought it would be different somehow. i knew that i would need time to attach and bond with the boys but i didn't really think about how that sucks every ounce out of me. sure i was warned but it's really hard to see it as something to come. also, with no time to prepare i suddenly found myself behind in helping my hubby complete the call God has for our community. I don't doubt that in time things will balance out but for now i'm on maternity leave and i do love it!